Sometimes I feel like I have so much on my mind that it doesn't seem like my head can hold one more tiny piece of thought, and then often times the opposite is true, where I literally can't put two thoughts together and my mind feels mostly blank. It's weird how one person can go from feeling so overwhelmed by thought, to feeling so dull and thought less that it's scary. Most times in my life my brain is working on over driver, it quite literally never stops. I can remember being younger and wondering if people around me thought about everything as much as I did. Now as I am getting older and I have these moments where my mind can't seem to put thoughts together, part of me wishes I enjoyed the break much more than I do. Most of the time I just feel frustrated, unproductive, and a little stupid. I heard once that people that think a lot often mix up their words. It's like their brain fires so much faster than their mouth and their mouth can't keep up. I've always related to that so much. I have a pretty big fast mouth, but it's nothing in comparison to what's happening in my head. Although I don't know what it's like to be any different, I'm grateful for all of my thoughts. Sometimes they cause me stress and frustration, but nonetheless, they are mine and where on earth would I be without them?
Just random thoughts that flow through my head on the daily. :)
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